I sit here wondering if my sisters back home are doing well. Not my bio sister Melissa.. I dont really give a damn about her. The ones that are important to me.. the TBS ladies. I can honestly say, that even after I went through and earned the amazing honor to wear their letters, i still feel like an MC.... Yes.. I said it. I dont feel like a sister. I guess I just really miss them, and being away for so long puts me further and further away. They get to see each other so many times this summer, without me. Call it selfish for wanting to see them, but things arent working out that way. As of right now, I wont get to see the sisters until.. august! Band camp is the earliest, and It royally sucks. Maybe I could get a dinner with a few of them some time.. it would be really nice to see them all again. Hell.. its been a week, and I already miss them all.
I look at the 8 and 5.. and keep asking myself if I am really doing all that I can to live by them. Am I being a trustworthy, honest person? Am I upholding high moral standards? Am I conducting myself like a Sister?
I hope so..
Well, now that thats out of the way.. time to get to the better stuff. Grades are in, and I rocked hard this semester. Summers going to be long.. Drum Corp with Kate and Drew, work at ESS, and then a little vacation trip in July. I will try to keep updates coming through the summer as I go. I will be anywhere between Mass and Arizona. For the brass players out there.. keep rockin bitches.
For the sisters? Well, if you read this.. know that there is a part of you far away that misses all of you. See you ladies at band camp.
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